我愿以朋友之名，深爱，占有，不放手。

I am willing to love， possess， and not let go in the name of a friend.

抓不住美好，只能装作万事顺遂的模样。

Can't grasp the beauty， can only pretend that everything is going well.

很喜欢跟你讲话，但又害怕跟你讲话害怕没有回复，害怕被讨厌。

I like talking to you very much， but I am afraid of talk…